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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Tryst at College


I thought it was yet another boring day but things began to happen as the day progressed. Life is the name of a game which can never be predicted because the games it plays are dark indeed. As I sat inside the lecture hall, I was drowned in a state of being sleep induced as though I had been under some narcotic spell. The drowsiness in me volatilized as I felt the touch of a soft hand. There was a girl sitting beside me and she was waking me up at the instruction of our Course Instructor. The way he was staring at me was making me scared. He looked like a ghost to me for I was in a state of hallucination. He asked me a weird question. (All questions whose answers are unknown are supposed to be weird)

'A girl in vicinity keeps all sleep away.' I realized it when I felt the touch of her hand for the second time. She was pouring into me a wave of energy that synergized my deteriorating hope. It gave me a spark so rare that I managed to answer the question the Prof. asked me even when I knew only half of the answer. I never had the confidence in me to get an answer right but an invisible power was making this possible. Is this love? No, it was instinct.

Gradually, the shine of her eyes brightened my mundane day and made it enticing. As she concentrated on the lecture, I kept concentrating on her. For the first time this semester, I felt the lecture so interesting that I did not want it to end. I no longer felt sleepy and she was now playing the actress of the last night's movie in my mind. She definitely looked better in my mind than in the clothes she wore. (No pun intended)

Monday, November 7, 2011

DIWALI BLAST.....My Serendipity ;)

The colous were vanishing from my life. I felt dazzled being lost in a world of myriad activities of which nothing seemed to be coherent to my life. I was losing track of time, days and weeks. I was into my world; plunged in a state of desolate loneliness. The pangs of loneliness were crippling the last dregs of hope within me. I needed some light to save my soul. The virtual world of messaging, calling a few gals on phone and whiling away hours on social networks of every genre was doing me no good. It was Diwali and yet my life was devoid of the sparkling lights. Do you expect me to set up a firework showroom to light up the world when I myself was lost in an abyss of darkness? The evening descended gradually and I needed to move out of my room and go somewhere far. I decided to move out to Guwahati city making Pantaloons my destination. Frustration was fast killing me and I needed a way out and what could have been better than a splash through the mighty Brahmaputra.

Mounted on a Ferry, I crossed the river feeling the dynamic winds surfacing the river. The velocity of it was the same at which I was feeling relieved. Enough of the world of loneliness, enough of the world of boredom and enough of the hectic life without respite. I was entering a new world but yet it was chaos all around. The peaceful ambience of IIT G was no more visible in the crowds of Guwahati. The booming cars, the noisy buses, the din and bustle of people walking on footpaths, the crowded shops, the rickshaws and auto-rickshaws fighting for space on the roads created a scene of total chaos. The commotion was akin to the commotion that I feel when I was rummaging my brain for an answer while sitting for the last Mid-Sems of Solid Mechanics.

With a punch of relaxing music bombarding my ears, I boarded a bus to make to the Pantaloons. The ASTC city bus was a lucky vehicle because it was pretty less crowded that day in comparision to the normal mini-city-buses. As soon as I made into Pantaloons, I finally felt a feeling of utter pleasure. Serenity prevailed. The air was cooled by the central Air-conditioning devices and made my mind relish the sense of coolness. I escalated my body through the Escalator and then directly into the lift and pressed the number 3. 3rd Floor and directly into the CCD segment. The last night frustration and sleepless period was weighing hard on me. My eyes were even refusing to stay open; tiredness filled me up. 'Macchiato' I ordered. Needed a strong shot of black coffee but still didn't dare to order an 'Espresso'. The cup of black coffee was mellowed with milk and I had emptied the whole sugar packet into it. I drank it as if it was the last thing that could revive my dying spirits. And yeah! It did help me out but I wanted some more cocoa. 'Cadbury Bournville' struck my eyes as I was scanning through the varied items in the mall. Dark chocolate is one of my ultimate addiction and I had to succumb to a 'Raisin' added flavour of the same.

Then I made my way upto the 5th floor feeling raised in spirits. I do become a bit like a kid everytime I eat a chocolate. Reminds me of the good times I had with chocolate at the dawn of my childhood. The feeling of adventure and gaming was bubbling inside me. The gaming arena of Pantaloons it was and I wanted to have a time out. First of all, I played the motion-sensitive cars and finally decided to have my first try on Bowling. The ball was a heavy device and I was feeling energetic now. Anyone would feel that after a cup of Black coffee and a dark chocolate. No matter even if it was the first thing you had had since morning. The game was on and I was hitting the pins. The velocity I started with was 6.8 Miles/hr. And I graudually accelerated it to 13.8 Miles/hr.

In a desperate attempt to increase the velocity, I applied a vital force but destiny was upset with me for trying to rave with the laws of physics. The ball flew and directly crashed on a pillar that was 5m ahead. A thundering noise was followed by a blanket of silence as everyone around froze to see what had happened. It was a disaster, a total disaster. The pillar cracked pretty bad. My friends were exclaiming that it was the biggest burst of Diwali. Now, I was wondering what and how had all that happened? I wasn't so bad at bowling that I would smash anyone's head in the vicinity. It was an accident but penalty had to be paid. The manager said that it was a really heavy damage. It seemed like a F1 car had smashed into the pillar with a magnanimous velocity. Penalty had to be paid and records said that the amount I paid was 500 bucks.

So this was My DIWALI BLAST......Hope U liked my unique sense of Blasting :D

Sunday, October 23, 2011

HUMBLED

In the whispers of the dark,
When by the road, your car you park,
Do not boast of your mighty deeds,
For without humbleness they are just fragile seeds.

Luxury is by no means a signature of esteem,
It is not so powerful even as a torch beam,
Of your poise and position you might scream,
But they are just substantial things as in a dream.

You may go to the moon or swim in a spoon
Climb the Everest or relish a silver boon
Pride hath a fall; it is the way to doom
All success vanishes that once tried to bloom

The sky-scrapers that soar into the blue,
May collapse even without giving a clue,
Height in life is nothing but just a hue,
Without gentleness, it's not even a drop of dew.

The warriors may just reap the field
And plant fresh laurels where they kill
But their strong nerves once may yield
When death would be the end of thrill.

Everything on this planet are just impostors,
They sometimes tumble down in huge clusters,
Like shadows that vanish along with light,
But still we feel pride in 'Might is Right'

The vast ocean is made up of humble drops of water,
And the vast deserts of humble grains of sands.
The unemployed sit idle wasting all man power
Should we still feel shy to work on our lands?

Bowing your head before someone,
Doesn't hinder you from being the best.
It doesn't make you ashamed before anyone,
Instead it helps you elevate all above the rest. :

Monday, June 13, 2011

*SERPENTINE LOVE*

The venom in your love
Is spreading all over me
U breathe the poison in the fire
Which sparkles in your stare!

In your serpentine love I flow
Along with the winds that blow
The hissing voice of yours chills
The memories of yours kills!!!

SERPENTINE LOVE!
Venom is this love!

A turmoil in my heart
A turbulence of the soul
The agitation never ends
Venom is this love!

It tears the patience
It ripz the confidence
Cripples the soul
N makes me cold.
Serpentine love......
Venom is this love!!!

My heart is frozen
Since time eclipsed you from my life
I hav tasted the sweet venom
It kills me not nor does it let me live.

Serpentine love
Venom is this love!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Happy Valentine's Day

Itz a wish I make to every1....:)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Itz da day of love....♥
Spread love all over and make the EARTH an EDEN            Sprinkle every bit of life on earth with love
Datz all the great Saint Valentine conveyed
Itz nt jus kisses n dates
Love is of higher order, itz spiritual
Love your frenz, love ur family, ur teachers n love God!!!
Let us join hands 2 create a world of love
Where there is no terrorism
Where innocents dont become victims of brutality
But love dominates every sphere of life
Love every1, dont hurt n c how beautiful the world would look!
The world will shine like diamonds in da sky!
N we can all be TWinKlInG StaRz in the Ocean of Love!
Live n let Others live....Even Our Wild animals;)
♥ Happy Valentine's Day ♥
Dont use love as a weapon of lust but love truly n purely!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

A sea of Oblivion is what xtually life is:)
Everything is an illusion
A moment's dust soon 2 b blown away by da winds of tym.
Walking on da sands of tym where da marks left on dis cosmos r temporary!
We were nothing n will end in2 nothing
.
If da universe began with nothing , it will end in nothing.
Tym wil erase da fact that we even xisted after mankind is death!
No after-effect 2 b observed later!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Love helps u see the OMENS!!!!

I WALK ON A LONELY BEACH
MY FINGERS FEELING ALOOF
FOR THEY MISS THE FINGERS
THAT 1CE FILLED IN THE SPACES BETWEEN THEM
THE SUN IS DESCENDING 
GROWING REDDER THAN FIRE
THE SAME FIRE I BREATHE
WHICH BURNS ME 4M WITHIN
THE BIRDS THAT FLY
GIVES ME THE FEEL
THAT MY ANGEL IS SOMEWHERE NEAR
SOMEWHERE WITHIN MY HEART ♥♥♥
The sun flames my passion and The birds console my hopes as they fly high! They r going back 2 deir nests n i mus also go back 2 my love-nest......my heart!!!! And in my heart i find the love that grows within me~~~~~